A long time has passed since the first day I've got the itch to create a blog.
And I think I haven't done it before because I was clearly scared, I was scared of what people would think of me, I was scared to do this in a language that is not my first language, scared of being disappointed by the idea of how it should be.
And I guess that's okay to be scared of all this stuffs, because you're just there writing to unknown people who is judging you, in an absolutely unknown world, and everything could go wrong at any minute, but you know what if it don't?
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| -Enn Hanson |
So, yes basically I've created this blog because I really love writing, and I like photography (even tho my camera isn't the best and I’m not the best photographer either), because I want to share my thoughts, my reads, my tips and a lot more...
I recognize what you write there, and for me those feelings never fully left. And the more people visit my blog, the more nervous I can get. I'm my own worst critic: I didn't capture the color fully; I didn't get this nailart flawless (and photos can be cruel with showing invisible things irl); is my writing in English ok *runs grammarchecks and then erases everything and writes again with standard used phrases and words that feel more safe*.
RépondreSupprimerBut you're right, it's ok to be scared and insecure! Yes, there might be posts where you look back at later on and think, oh gosh I should've done that different. But hey, consider it part of the journey called your blog! And who knows, you might end up loving it, which will overshadow the insecurities :) And even if it turns out to be not your thing, you faced your fears and took the step, you should be proud. I hope you'll enjoy blogging as much as I do, and your photos look great, you made me thirsty, haha! Have fun! :)
Thanks a lot. You're absoluetly right, i'm going to try again very soon but I need some time, first of all because i'm getting more and more terrified by the idea of people reading my blogs, and two because I just came back from my trip. xx
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